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[Dec. 28th, 2009|12:57 am] |
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well i have not written in this thing in forever which is not surprising. i never keep up with these things. currently i am watching the crow...and missing my mom a lot. she has been in new jersey for a while now taking care of my grandma bea. this is her favorite movie that she kind of passed down to me in a way. i think my favorite part of the movie is the relationship between eric draven and sarah, the little girl. i don't know why. hennyways. work is work. snow is snow. i miss everyone. i hate winter break. i am ready for the semester to begin and kind of get into a routine again, i hate having all this free time with nothing to do. i reckon it would help if i had friends here in ashe county but where am i going to meet any? hm. maybe the wal mart... |
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[Jun. 30th, 2009|01:14 am] |
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well, it's summer, boring, no job, no friends. hence no fun and no money. i start summer school next week on the 7th, statistics every day for 2 and a half hours. Banana Republic called today about a job, so maybe that will work out, but I don't want to get my hopes up...I don't exactly fit the "look" to work there. Oh well. We'll see. Finally get paid tomorrow, supposedly, from working at orientation a couple of weeks ago. Which is good because I am broke and need to get to the lake on the fourth. :) Oh and I basically hate every guy I know....oh well |
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| sick and booooored |
[May. 21st, 2009|10:59 pm] |
Your last ex got his heart broken, would you feel bad for him?
yes i reckon.
What are you thinking about right now?
i need to start working out.
Did the last person you kissed have tattoos?
no.
Would you take someone back if they cheated on you?
maybe. depends.
If you were to die today, would your life be complete?
oh no.
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
hahaha anything BUT right now.
Does a kiss make you feel better?
sometimes yes :)
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before cuz its coooold
What is the last thing a boy gave you?
tyler bought me lunch.
Where is your phone right now?
right there.
Do you like to cuddle?
oh yes, what girl doesnt.
Did you have a good day yesterday?
lord no.
Do you get stressed out easily?
yeah.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
all the time.
Are you someone who worries too often?
completely.
Are you happy most the time?
yes :)
Do you want to see someone this very minute?
oh YES.
How many people do you trust?
a couple.
Are you the type of person that gets straight to the point?
hahaha no.
When is the last time you talked to the person you like?
um...texted a little while ago.
Are you dating the last boy you talked to?
nope.
What are you listening to right now?
family guy :D
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
pookie
Are you happier when you're single or in a relationship?
in a relationship. i hate being alone. i like having someone i can talk to whenever about whatever.
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
hide them.
Do you wear makeup?
yeah.
Who was the last person you hugged?
jennnnnaaaaaaa
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
pookie
What are you doing tonight?
watching tv and probably overdosing on tylenol pm.
What are you MOST excited for?
school!
Do you still talk to your most recent ex?
yes.
Lose any friends lately?
nope.
Who last made you laugh?
pookie im sure.
What color is your phone?
ugly
Do you care if people talk bad about you?
yes of course.
Who is the last person you sent a text to?
danielle.
Last missed call from?
home.
Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
nope.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
nope.
Will this weekend be a good one?
probably not.
Whats your 3rd text say? From who?
i dont know
What is something you disliked about today?
being sick.
Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
no.
How did you and your number 2 become friends?
i dont know who my number 2 is?
You're thinking about someone right now, aren't you?
yep.
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[Mar. 11th, 2009|09:47 pm] |
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| | concord | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | ani difranco | ] |
well spring break...no different than any other week, except i'm working the whole time instead of just the weekends. hung out with callie on monday and got my tragus repierced so that was fun. i love her and wish i got to see her more. shes one person that i can def tell everything to, and not feel like im being judged. anyways...
umm...dilworth is only fun when i work with frida, steves is getting more and more boring by the minute, but they are such nice people and it's good pay, and customshop is just crazy most of the time. a good crazy. everyone is so nice, even the valet boy.
i feel like i have bugs all over me, you know when you see one bug on you and it feels like you have them all over you for hours.
prob getting drunk saturday night, that hardly ever happens so it's something to look forward to. considering i work 6am to 10 or 11pm tomorrow with only an hour break (to get from point a in concord to point b in charlotte), then do basically the same thing friday and saturday. what an exciting life i lead.
i want a tattoo, really bad, but the only problem is hiding it from my grandparents. they flipped on my mom when she got a tattoo, and she was fourty when she got it...yeah. i walk around in my underwear half the time i'm home so its gotta be somewhere where it can only be seen if im naked. some nice guys that come into the coffee shop own the unbreakable inc place i got my ear pierced at and they said to come in and talk to them about it, i dunno. we'll see i guess.
my smoking has gotten worse since ive been on break, about a pack a day, even im a little taken back by it. whatever. at least its not pot and i dont get stupid from smoking cigs...
i ran over a dog and killed it the other day. ive never had an experience like that in my life before. I felt absolutely awful, i tried to stop but he literally ran right out in front of me. it fucked my car up too. my mom said it wasnt there a few hours later, so either someone picked it up or i had just knocked it out and it got up and walked away. i tried to wake it up and it just laid there and i petted it and said i was sorry. i was a wreck for the rest of the day. im almost crying thinking about it.
anyways, work thursday friday saturday and back to boone on sunday. yipee. |
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| all i need is the air i breathe |
[Jan. 4th, 2009|05:58 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | concord | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | spill canvas | ] |
well. happy 2009 i guess.
new years didnt go as expected. got to hang out with kit and his friends, including an old "fling". yeehaw. whatever.
the next day was kits moms birthday so we had all her birthday stuff and i called my dad later. which resulted in an anxiety attack that night. which dragged on through my sleep basically and into the next day, so i couldnt drive home for work. i was fine by the afternoon but it took a while. i havent felt like that in a very very long time.
so i planned on staying the whole weekend after that, but apparently kit had other plans or god knows what so i left today. i wasnt too happy about it. oh well.
i got to see tyler and jenny tonight which was nice. i will be glad to have jenny at app with us. :)
oh and its 6am and i havent slept yet. ugh. |
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[Dec. 28th, 2008|10:39 pm] |
well i am back in concord. with nothing to do of course. basically been sitting on facebook realizing that some of the things that i thought were real in my life are basically a joke. whatev.
i didnt want to leave home, i dont mind it here but i miss my grandparents and dog a whole lot. i wish i could just sit back and relax during break like everyone else. but unfortunately i cant. good thing i have one of the best paying/easiest jobs that a person my age could get.
i might live in chapel hill over summer. thats definitely something to look forward to. possibly go to summer school there, or just try to find a job. counterculture roastery is hiring right now but i doubt they would be in may. hopefully ill be able to find a nice coffeeshop or something to work at.
if chapel hill doesnt work out then i will definitely be doing at least one session of summer school at app. its just so discouraging trying to find jobs there. i hate going the same place and asking a million times. ugh. i need to go where i can make some money.
i was going to apply to be an RA for my dorm next year but now I am thinking i will wait until after my sophomore year to do that. i want to live a little first. :)
i cant wait to go back to school, really. get on a schedule again. not technically having to pay for food again or driving all the time to get to places. having the appalcart is nice but i didnt realize that til i had to start driving all over town again.
new years is soon. i'm going back to chapel hill so i can kiss my boo at midnight. wouldnt have it any other way i reckon. so far i dont really have any resolutions. was going to quit smoking but i dunno. i dont really have the willpower to yet. and my stepdad is living proof that you cant quit unless you want to. so who knows. |
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| time for some action. |
[Dec. 27th, 2008|10:57 pm] |
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| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bored | ] |
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| | justin nozuka. | ] |
well christmas has come and passed.
finals were okay, i didnt study as much as i should have of course. just like in highschool, i always tell myself ill do better next semester. oh well. all a's and b's, but i didn't make deans list which is a bummer. booooo. whatever. i am excited for next semester though. even if i do have a math class :(
i am working over break. thought i was going to have two jobs but only ended up with one. which is fine. its going as it always goes.
my friends ditched me a lot. whatever. i got to see callie and eventually everyone else except jenny basically.
went to chapel hill for christmas which was amazing. kits family is more than nice to me and i couldnt ask for more. it was perfect.
came home today and had family christmas. it was alright, i just cant deal with this many people at once. i would rather just spend time with my grandparents because i havent seen them in a while since i have been staying with my mom. which has been...good. suprisingly. six years. dang.
well i am too lazy to write anymore. lola is sleeping in my lap. i should write these things when i am feeling more descriptive. |
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| well here we go again. |
[Dec. 14th, 2008|10:59 pm] |
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| | le dorm room. | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | blah | ] |
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| | none...my computer speakers are broken. | ] |
i've had a million of these things, but i have decided that i actually want to remember my "college days" at some point so here it goes. not that i have an exciting life here in boone, i mean, its boone. i have two finals, a class party, and an evaluation this week before i can go back to concord and work. its going to be weird going back there considering i dont live there anymore. i dont really want to work, but oh well. books are expensive and im fixing to have to buy a whole bunch so whatever. college is too expensive. im ready to be done. |
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